Hmmm. I've been wrecking my brain today with old flames and flashbacks. One in particular. He just popped in my head like a sudden epiphany and hasn't had the pleasure of escaping my thoughts yet. Don't ask why, because I don't even know. I cannot even understand what caused his face to somehow flood all my thoughts and takeover my mental. I'm sitting here thinking about second chances, "what if's", and "how comes". I shouldn't even be doing this. The past is the past. No looking in the rearview if I'm in [D]rive right? Smh. Crazy. The chemistry was heaven sent...or so I thought. I mean, I thought by now we'd be planning trips for 2011. Hmph. Wishful thinking. You know what? No. I'm not about to do this. He does not even deserve space on my page yet alone a whole entry. I gotta chill.
It's Sunday. The day most people spend relaxing, preparing themselves for the week ahead. And for once, I'm following that rule. Usually I'm out...wasting gas just to be out the house. But not today, I'm madd sleepy. Long weekend with the girls. Dinner & clubbing two nights in a row has robbed me of any energy my body possessed. Not to mention, the clubs we went to were hip-hop/carribbean spots, which mean there's dancing ALL night. Yes, I'm beat. I've probably had about 12 hours of sleep [if that] this whole weekend. I am good though. I live for unforgettable weekends like this.
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| bathroom break. =] Me & Tee. |
My mind is all over the place tonight. I cannot stick to one topic. Anyhoo. 86 days. Cannot wait. Feels like forever already. smh. Couple more weeks until my big move. Nervous? Kinda. Excited? Yes.
====>Happy BIRTHDAY to my MOMMY& homie Jabari!<====