Can't believe it's thirteen days into November and I've only wrote twice. Don't blame me. Blame my brain for distracting me, keeping me away from the keyboard. Blame my procrastinator tendencies. Everyday I'd get on my laptop and check my email, facebook, twitter, and do everything else but write. Like "yeahh, I'll get to it soon". Horrible right? So don't blame me. It wasn't my fault. I figured I need to get back on it though. Gotta stay in the habit of writing. I mean, this is what I want to do for a living. Why not express it? So here I am, writing without a topic. Freely allowing my fingers to release my thoughts. I really need to stay on point. Friends reminding me that I haven't updated makes me feel super lazy. But hey, it makes me smile to see they care so much.
Can you believe 2010 is rapidly approaching its cusp? I remember when I was just bringing in the new year with the homies. Making resolutions that weren't even fulfilled come to think of it. I have to get better at those things. *sighs* Next year I'll be 23 years old. To you, that might sound young but to me this means that I need to get on the ball and get my life going. But you know what? I'm not about to sit here and plan every aspect of my life. "By 23 I need a house, new car, good man...BLAH BLAH BLAH." I'm just gonna take it day by day see what God prevails. I mean you have to. Life is often spontaneous and if you sit here and plan out every second of it I guarantee that you will miss the important surprises it offers. Some good, some bad. Whatever, they all make you who you are.
I anticipate 2011 being a good year. FOCUSED. That's what I'll be beside other things. Forreal. I have to people to notice me. I have to be dedicated and determined. Ohhhh, and definitely happy. Optimistic..glass half full type of shit. I can't deal with the glass being empty. I'm too thirsty for life for that. I need something to drink. Yea so I have high expectations set for myself next year. Sit back and watch it all pan out..