I'm in this mood again.
Relationships & feelings are clouding my brain and I need to release.
Damn. It seems the older you get the more difficult it is. People's ways and habits are more concrete. They are less likely to change. I'm just venting because recently amongst my group of friends there has been alot of "fuck love", "I'm giving up", and other negative shit that had me thinking....SERIOUSLY? Has it really become that hard for a man and woman to unite and be happy? I'm only 22 and often times I find myself worried about finding a husband. [S M H] I realize though that at my age and in my life that should be the last thing on my mind.
As I struggle to find myself and figure out how to start my foundation for my future family, I remember to take in heed the fact that everyone goes through different things throughout life that defines who they are. So everyone will also react differently when situations arise. Funny, it took me actually witnessing my cousin and her boyfriend bicker about things for me to even come to such an obvious conclusion about humans. I was quick to throw in my opinion but then I sat back and realized..."hey, I need to follow my own advice."
It's gonna be a happy day when all my close friends find that LOVE. But until then I'm gonna remind them to stop looking and just be happy with yourself.
What good is loving someone else if you don't even love yourself?
What good is loving someone else if you don't even love yourself?
...I'm off this love shit though. Jive sappy.