Addicted.

...its just  my thoughts. relax.

...Or that's what it feels like.

Some kind of drug.

I need a hit.

Why is it so far?

I need my fix.

It has me absorbed.

Im all soaked up.

Gimme more.

What I have is NOT enough.

[this is a way of metaphorically expressing my thoughts. NO. I'm not on drugs.]