Everyone comes with baggage from their past relationships but what really matters is the one who helps you unpack.
-unknown
Now. Look at that. Doesn't that statement just make you even more hopeful that there will be o n e person who will come into your life and make everything better? Someone who will see your imperfections as perfect? Yeah. Well me too. I thought it was the sweetest. Like seriously, the one who wants to sort through your baggage and eventually help you put the bag down. He or she will be willing to make the changes with you instead of becoming more weight into the bag we carry into our relationships. I learned something this week. Someone asked us if we remember our first love. Then she said how may of you remember going into another relationship inadvertently treating the new beau differently because of something that you went through with the previous. Almost everyone raised their hand. It was a discussion on trauma. She explained to us that even though we may not realize it, we carry little traumas inside of us that we may not ever know we had. Interesting. Then to come across that quote just made me think of relationships even more. I'm not gonna get all mushy about love&relationships though..
HAPPY NEW YEAR. 2000Eleven.
It's a new year. Yayyyyy right? It's time to make all those resolutions.. cut back on the "useless" people in your life and start fresh. I apologize but I find all that "new-year-mumbo-jumbo" quite funny. December 31st is the day people want to rid themselves of all their shortcomings and setbacks and look forward to things being the complete opposite the next year. Now it's all fine that people want to better themselves and their situations but why wait until the conclusion of the year to do it? There's 364 (5 on a leap year) days to do just the same but for some reason that doesn't matter. Me? I don't make resolutions.. I believe it may be better to set a goal. Seems a bit more feasible to me. But those are just my thoughts. Ur entitled to your opinion as well. I do hope that everyone has an awesome year filled with many blessings. =]]
I'm glad to see that I've been sticking with this writing. I'm getting better. Although I should become more consistent. I gotta shed away these layers of procrastination that I wear. If not, eventually it'll weigh me down and keep me from where I need to be. Especially since I have the responsibility to present and upkeep two additional blogs.
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I have a couple more things to share with you. I'll be back.
Pictures. While they are awesome to have throughout life to look back on things that took place, certain pictures hold such sentimental value that even a glance at it can evoke feelings that you thought left you when he did. I'm being a simp. Sue me. I took a trip down memory lane this morning. One gander at his picture and immediately I began to think of the things I missed. Long kisses, bear hugs, deep stares, endless hours of mind sex, and more. It's crazy. How one person can make you feel like no one else can. Guess that's how it's supposed to be between males and females. *shrugs* I miss him. Not that he's completely absent from my life but things have definitely changed for reasons that are still unclear to the both of us. And what sucks is when you don't even know how seam the rough edges and get it back. Suxx. But whatever. Memory lane is never a good street to go down when you're suffering from a mild case of nostalgia. Makes you just want to click your heels, right all wrongs, and move forward with all smiles. 